this is a story about desire from a woman who knows the pain of living with an open heart. a story of surrender from one who has, too many times, refused to surrender. a story of a girl and her God, learning to live, to dance, to rest, to be.

 

 

a kumbaya for sisterhood
     @ the run amuck
pursuit of the sinless life
     @ a former leader
yoga, bliss, relationships
     @ kass's musings
why you don't want to be loved
     @ a holy experience
how can i be a better wife?
     @ a holy experience
i wanted to dance
     @ study in brown
in search of ideal community
     @ lifestream

 

 

 let me
    keep my mind on what matters,
    which is my work,
    which is mostly standing still and learning to be
    astonished.
    ~mary oliver: "messenger"

 

Jesus Christ
my husband
family
friends
violin
children
books
crossfit
holistic medicine
traditional nutrition
raw milk
thai food
photography
libertarianism
local food
sustainable living
travel
singing
people
deep conversation
dancing
simplicity
film
being wild
thinking
living

 

 

 

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Tuesday
Jan052010

a love poem

i wish we could see people
really see people, in their hearts
i wish we could see the glory there

if only we didn't feel the need to fence, control, manipulate
if only we didn't feel the need to tell people who they should be

maybe then
maybe he wouldn't have traded in true love for a counterfeit, just to prove he wasn't controlled by her worst fear
maybe she wouldn't feel like she had to dance on a stage, lonely and alone in front of all those eyes
maybe he wouldn't have fought so hard to grasp the sand sliding through his fingertips
maybe she would have followed her dreams, rather than just trying to get away

what is it
that makes it so hard to love
to see what's really there, and love it?
why are we so easily put off
by the mess
as if
we are not also
a mess.

why are we so easily offended
when people don't live up to our expectations
is it the reminder
that we don't live up to our own expectations?

why is it so hard to give grace to failure
is it because then we would have to admit our own failure?

why is it so hard to see myself in another
is it because we have no compassion for our self?

i wish we could see people
really see people, in their hearts
i wish we could see the glory there.

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